Dark Days

“Bright Dark Sky”
I thought it was over but the feelings returned
My scares have just healed, but I suffer more burns
You’d think after these mistakes one would learn
The compassion of another I yearn
Standing in line patiently waiting my turn
But it feels like it never moves
Feels like I always lose
Standing at the fork not knowing where to choose
Speeding down the highway doing 90 on cruse
Gathering my thoughts to lady singing the blues
I can’t solve this on my own give me a clue
Walking with my eyes closed thinking of you
Getting kind of desperate not knowing what to do….
So I stop for a moment….
But return back to my hole
Still searching for my soul
Wish I was younger, but those thoughts are getting kind of old
Can’t be speeding with a flat down a long dark road
It leads to getting buried in a cold dark hole
Chetta my hearts with you another angel’s above
She will live forever, forever she is loved
Smiling down at you from heaven above
I wish for another moment she was here
So you can stand with her, whisper you love her in her ear
I’m getting chocked up I can’t stop the tears
Losing a mother is the biggest fear
Emotions got the best of me tears staining this page
You learn to value life as you get older with age
But to many of us run around lost in its maze
Walking in circles trapped in our waysHoping we escape it before our dying days…