Tuesday, January 20, 2009

in my notebook

A breathe of fresh air turned into despair
walking with my head down to a kick and a snare
feeling of your lips set off flares
caress your soft neck, pull you by the hair
but its like a treadmill im going nowhere
this doesnt make sense
fall into a hole when i sitting there bent
thinking to myself where the feelings went
approach you with the question thats not the intent
i just need to get it out you can say i need to vent
cant understand why i still think of you
why i got hurt why im breaking in two
whats running through your head i wish i knew
confused looking to find what to do and not to do
wish i never got into this situation
damn i i wish i never kissed you....

Why does every woman that i meet one in the same
why does every woman that i meet bring me pain
im so tired of chasing tired of playing these games
i cant take it no more these bitches are lame
i want to forget your face never remember your name
i want you to take my place hearts to exchange
to feel what i feel
i should have kept this concealed
i can tell you one thing the fake can never be real
this thing was a mistake
never part of the deal
i can make the earth quake with this shit that i feel

1 comment:

  1. how do you define love
    the green grass at your feet
    the blue sky up above
    the clear water in the reef
    or the flight of a dove
    when a child first speaks
    your mothers warm hug

    i define it with dark eyes and dark hair brown skin so soft
    one touch will leave you without a care... lost in time without worry
    a breath of fresh air
    inhale deep there’s no hurry
    I’m not going anywhere
    blessed to share the world with you
    weather be stormy or clear.......

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